I don’t know how you feel about God, but I love him and want to be obedient to him. I was supposed to start this blog in 2020, and it was supposed to be about going through my divorce. I didn’t do it because I doubted myself and thought I couldn’t. I didn’t want to be vulnerable and put my “business” in a public space. I didn’t listen to God’s nudging and instead chose to disobey and do nothing. Unbeknownst to me, that was the beginning of a really rough patch for me. I have had various health challenges, relationship issues, and bouts of depression.
After my dad’s death at the end of 2022, I knew that I had to do something because without his daily counsel, I would continue to spiral in the negativity. I started this blog in May 2023, after filing myself with what God says about me. I listened to Lauren Daigle’s song “You say” on repeat. I recited affirmations and poured out my heart to God in my journal.
I say all of this to say that I still have struggles to write in this space. I might not be consistent but I’m still trying to do what God has called me to do. I will continue to do so until he tells me differently. I write what is on my heart and mind or what he leads me to write about. I am not writing for likes or subscriptions to this blog. I care more about what God thinks than what man thinks and I’m pretty sure he’s happy if I continue to do just that!
I’m just saying…………..